Fruity Strawberry Heart

Saturday, January 30, 2010

*** Next next.. lanjutan FF Naruto chapta 423 XDD

*ngelirik tanggal pembuatan* 28 Juni 2009
ni fenfik gag sengaja di terusin dr yg 422 itu.. tadinya gara" permintaan dr ketua lead commun..
tp akhrnya di batalin.. so yg pertama liat ni FF, adalah pembaca pertama FF ini XDD
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***Naruto chapter 422 fanfiction created by Me.. =3

aduuhh menggila otak saiahh... sepertinya smw masalah harus dikeluarkan X(((

let's write somethin' !
ahhh NC CRoss,,my old nick name on my community XDD 
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***Hhahaha.. =D

entah waktu itu dapet ilham dari mana, kok bisa bikin fanfiction kayak gini..
emang yach, yang namanya imajinasi, terbangnya kemana-mana.. =D fiction ini, di bikin waktu ada lomba di komuntas pecinta anime.. hha lumayan dpt juara.. wkwkwk


***The Last Day

I love writing.. so i tried to write a fiction about my favorite Japan manga, Naruto.. It's a lil bit weird =.='
this is my first fanfiction,,influenced by my old friend, she is very  a yaoi girl XD
hmm.. i would loved to write a sad ending story..


Friday, January 29, 2010

***Iseng...

foto" ini di ambil pas pulang dari event japan fair di UNSADA kmrn.. sayang shootnya krg bagus, lagi di angkot soalnya..


Thursday, January 28, 2010

***Threw up my heart.. !

sometimes it’s hard to find
sometimes it’s hard to understand
I just wanna live this life easily
but it’s seem that people around me
make it hard completely

I wanna run away from this sucks things
but my foots is hard to leave
my body starts to weak
my brain is going to frizzin right now
closer to the death. . . .


where’s my angel when I start to falls ?
where’s my guardian when I begin to deviate ?
I’m hurting… I’m dying…
I just can’t explain my feeling….
I just the human who want to care about
but no one know…..


I really…..



just think for a moment…….
walk around the time…. seconds… minutes… hours…. days… years…
tryin’ to find the worth thigs…
but when u find it… u throw it easily….
so easily…..

my friend told me..
that now hard to find the truth…
cause that lies is behind the truth…
is the truth still “there” anymore ?

JUST THINK !

***In the end of LOVE

sepertinya aku tak bisa merasakannya kembali
sepertinya semua itu telah pergi
aku tak tahu kapan harus memulai lagi
aku merasa lebih sendiri disini.

apakah tidak ada yang percaya?
aku pun punya rasa..
aku pun ingin di rangkul
aku pun ingin di peluk
apakah aku tak boleh berharap?
walau hanya sekejap?
tapi aku tahu semua itu telah tiada
hanya akhir dari sebuah cinta.

***It's okay.. this is my little secret of my little part of life.. life is doesnt always a happy story rite?? 1

All content of this post, came from anotha fiction.. and it was just click with me.. >.

...
Kesuraman
Kesendirian
Kepedihan
Ketidak percayaan
Ambisi
Pengkhianatan
Persahabatan
...
Cinta
...
Hidup... ini hidup...

***I love many gorgeus lyrics..

I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know…
That life doesn’t always..
Go my way..

***Life is Like Candles

is anybody doesn’t know the candle ????
hhhaaaa :D laugh for a moment
yeah when u starts to afraid that ur light is goin to turn off
and when the darkness around u make u feels alone…
it’s comes… that candle…
ur lovely mommy or daddy… maybe just turn it on with a match
and u feel alone again… again and again…

try to look at the candle..
it’s make u feel save, u know that ? o.O
look at the candle, and tryin to speak with “that”
**it doesn’t make u seem crazy**


but u know…
I wanna be like a candle ^^
can make the people feels happy
make the people feels not alone
make the people can free from their problems…
I think it’s jenius !
hha closer to the perfect one

but u know…
it cant  be always like that
someday… I dunno when it come **u dunno too**
that candle is goin to turn off… little…by little…
it cant be your  friend when u feels alone again
it cant be always with u all night along
and when that time,,, u’re alone
u’re sleep peacely…
u have a beautiful dreams…
and when the light on…
u feels happy again,,
but have u ever care about that candle ??????????
no !!!!! u just LEAVE IT

but u know…
if candle can talk, it’s said..
“hey, u’re happy^^ and im happy too^^… good bye to you”
**starts to cries**
or
“hey, u leave me??? don’t leave me alone “

but u know…
if I were the candle, I cant be like that…
because when I feel I have to go
   when the candle is on the end of the wick
I go…
   It’s fire turning off…




Jembatan Hidup..

Di awali dari sebuah jembatan panjang, sejauh mata memandang, takkan pernah terlihat ujungnya..
Apa itu? Sebuah bayangan tipis menghampiri, disertai hembusan angin pelan, menyibakkan senutai rambut di bahuku..
Ia berkata, bawalah dia ke ujung sana, pegang tangannya dan tuntunlah dia..
Buat dia hidup, berwarna, dan tersenyum…
Apakah aku bisa? Aku tak tahu apa gerangan di ujung sana..
Angin berbisik, kau akan melihat sebuah kehidupan baru,sesuatu yang lebih indah, daripada yang pernah kau lihat,
Sesuatu yang akan merubah dirimu seutuhnya..
Dengan tekad kuat aku memegang tangannya, sungguh tak tersentuh, dingin.. menembus ruang dadaku..
Aku bawa dia dalam jiwaku, dalam jasmani ku, dalam ruh ku
Terus berjalan menembus  cakrawala, tak peduli dengan waktu yang melewati tiap langkahku, tak kunjung tiba…
Tak peduli, aku tak peduli ujung dari perjalanan ini. Aku hidup, aku berwarna, au bernafas, bernyawa.. aku punya RASA.. dan aku bahagia
Indah..  aku tetap berjalan, karena ku tahu, semakin panjang jalan ini, ada hal lebih indah di ujung sana..
Aku bersamanya.. aku hidup dengannya.. aku dan AKU..

-me-